There is a craving I can't seem to satisfy.
I want to be touched. There is nothing I wouldn't give right now to just have someone care about me and touch me. It doesn't need to be sexual, in fact, I'd appreciate it more if it weren't.
For weeks, months even, I've woken up with my arms around myself. Trying to hold everything together. All because there was no one else to do it.
I want to be warm. The kind of warmth that can be provided by another human being is the only one that will work, too. Damn it. Now, I'm just being selfish.
All I want is to be held.