By the act of some malevolent diety somewhere, I've actually started to take advantage of free time. I've started to < insert gasp of revulsion > study.
Today, during STAR Lab, I got a whole assignment done. A whole assignment! Granted it was only three geometry problems. But...I got it done.
I feel dirty. Filthy. It's wrong. I don't like this. I need chaos. My life thrives on instability. Without it, I know not what to do with myself.
What should I do?!!
Sit here and twiddle my thumbs. Practice with Anathema. Eat. Sleep. Call LustBunny. Watch the rain fall. Read for < gasp > pleasure. Not erotica mind you, but just read because I want to. Not for a class that demands it of me.
I don't know what to do. Free time. I'm so lost. I need something to do. Multiple somethings. This is sad.
Today's Preferred Torture Method: Getting everything completed and not knowing what the hell to do afterwards.
The Other Voices in My Head: The Dark Tower I: The Gunslinger-Stephen King (thought I'd lost the book night before last. Wandered around aimlessly, weeping over it. Then the next morning I look under a paper on the computer desk for my Thesaurus. Lo and behold it's there. Love lost and regained. End.)
Sounds Bite: Lovesong (Live version. YEA!)-A Perfect Circle.