<< 2003-11-17 [Lost to the world of colour and light] 7:20 p.m.>>

So much has happend since I last wrote. Yet, not a single event seems to want to transfer itself onto this blank screen.

The reluctance is festering. Tearing me away from that which I hold dear. But do I fight it? Do I try to save myself?

No.

I fade. Just as the leaves. Just as the fog. Burned away with the rising and falling of the sun's whims.

There is so much I could say. So much I could write. This muted reality. The pictures flash. A rapid succession of existance. Life is yet beyond my grasp.

Today's Preferred Torture Method: Surprise

The Other Voices In My Head: Dune-Frank Herbert

Sounds Bite: The Kds Aren't Alright- The Offspring